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motion sickness OOOOOOOHHHHHH duh lol thanks soooo much for telling me ha.. im soooo happy that you found a place to stay!!Mr. Green[actorinblack] 2008-08-27 16:04:24

motion sickness why are you movin in like afew days between each other? it makes no sence to me...care to clue me in? thanks![actorinblack] 2008-08-26 13:47:48

Freedom

ohhh, i'm SO glad to read that all is looking up for you now. ^.^
:D

truly, i am, i am. :]

enjoying the little things... makes like great. XD

best of luck with Micah - you guys will make the right choice. ;]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-17 17:47:13

How low.

You will make it through this,
and yes, it is worth it.
God will bring better days;
hang in there, lovely.
Praying for you.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-09 10:50:02

How low. take a step back, take a deep breath, no one will save you but yourself, in this world the only thing we truely have is ourselves
 
[20SomethingLesbian]
2008-07-06 21:31:47

Goodbye clark kent, I don't need superman anymore.

oh, wow.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-04 23:25:19

Now.

My heart is just breaking - what more can I say ?


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-03 22:44:32

bittersweet like that first sip of wine.

oh, Love.. :[ why are you homeless ? i hate seeing you like this.. i don't want you to be there, so down it seems...


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-03 22:42:48

Oh but lover, I've got vices like any other man.

I'm so far behind, and have no clue what's going on with you in your life - but it doesn't sound too good. =| I hope it's better than I think.. :/


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-03 22:40:55

Life, Love, and the Pursuit of Happiness this is all you isnt it?...you have such beautiful words to speak :]
i hope you always write.
-peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-19 10:57:39

past [not worth reading] hmm..well it was defiantly was interesting to read:][JusTCaLLMePeyton] 2008-06-17 11:29:55

Dear freshman [class of 2012]

wittyMr. Green love love love it!

i wish i would have read something like this thou when i was a freshman. haha. aw...to be young again...we were so foolish huh?

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-16 14:25:39

Dear freshman [class of 2012]

hahahah wow... i loved this! you are a genius! so much of it is true, except the whole wanting to go back thing...screw high school, college is where its at!

i think a lot of this advice applies to college even more.. freshman in college aren't going to be as awkward, but they have a whole lot more crap to deal with. big time.

the only advice i had going into college was don't pretend you're not a freshman. you'll look like a dufus once people inevitably find out you are.

love love love

[BreathinMusic]
2008-06-15 20:21:33

Dear freshman [class of 2012]

haha thanks for the advice.
i took 2 high school classes this year, and a lot of my friends are upperclassmen, so i pretty much knew what to expect, but a lot of the advice in here is sooo true.

thanks =]

[amlentz]
2008-06-15 20:02:20

Dear freshman [class of 2012]

Wow. You have a lot of good advice in here. Now I'm pretty scared to start high school haha.

[ohhxsoxintricate]
2008-06-15 19:46:04

Dear freshman [class of 2012]

haa, this made me laugh.
i hated being a freshman.

[catchingthestars]
2008-06-15 19:22:17

so how can I stand here with you, and not be moved

oh love... :[ :[ :[
i wish i knew what to say.
i wish i could help.
- but it seems that's what
everyone always says.
i swear it's true though.
just, gahhhh. :/ a;sdkf;
i'm not going to say a cliche
here... so i'm out of words.
i'm sorry. :[


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-12 16:36:56

so how can I stand here with you, and not be moved

alex seems like a sweet guy:)

just try to relax some hun. k?

take care.

-Peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-12 10:55:52

so how can I stand here with you, and not be moved Cheer up!I am sure your situation will improve!There is a light at the end of the tunnel![irritated] 2008-06-12 04:23:55

pirate

pirates..lovely :) i love how you write.

-Peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-11 12:04:17

pirate

*updated, sorry.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-10 22:36:31

pirate

and to answer your question.. i just update, so.
that basically says it all, i'm in the same spot just about. :]
although, i just got my hair cut + dyed today.. feels lovely. hehe. <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-10 22:35:27

sick

:[ noooooo.

hey, let me know when you hear anything, all right ? even if i'm gone still. please.

i'll keep that in my prayers. well, you. and. y'know.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-10 22:33:34

N/A

i agree with the comment below me.. very different.
but, i like it, because i can tell more what's going on then. :]
it's okay, that you couldn't explain it.. it made sense to me. :]
or well, y'know, as much sense as it can, but since i wasn't
there, of course i don't understand the whole extent of all
the emotions. hehe. but, well, i'm just really glad you had a good time. :D


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-10 22:30:24

pirate

whoa.

by the way.. i love pirates. ;D


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-10 22:28:01

N/A

This is alot different from your other entries. I like it :) & im really glad you had fun (minusing the awkward kiss from your friend) lol

-Peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-10 12:31:19

sick

Hope you get well soon :[

Much love <3

[NeonCrayon]
2008-06-07 00:43:43

burnt.

whoa.
harsh + amazing,
all. at. once.
i love this piece.
truly.

i wish i had different words to offer,
for each time they're nearly the same..
but i'm not as talented as you. :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-06 22:29:00

strategy

i like the imagery of this. :D


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-06-06 22:27:27

burnt.

hm...very nice, its very deep.

i heart it.=)

-peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-06-04 17:29:19

test results

i'm glad that guy changed your life for the better like that.. wow. it's crazy, how fast things can change like that. :/ i'm not sure really what else to say about it.

as for me, life is treating me well... however, i'm treating myself horribly. :/ blahhh. and that's about it, really.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-31 20:38:55

test results

wow, you did amazing.. goodness, look at that science score !!
science is my worst subject, hah. =X
not sure what to say though, about the indifference.
huhh. :/
but still, congrats !!


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-31 20:36:30

picturesque

so how are you doing today ?
how is it going ?



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:27:14

If Liberty Has A Price - How Much Will It Cost Me?

me too.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:26:00

N/A

even when you're so torn up, you write so beautifully.
you are one amazing person.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:21:42

Darling.

oh, love.. i wish it wasn't. :/ :[


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:20:58

tribute to my friends

i like this entry. :] totally true.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:19:55

picturesque

i love it.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:17:45

tribute to my friends

you're learning, thats really good. =]

i too am still learning more and more as i go,

its inspirational isnt it?

that instAnt you finally realize...everything.

-peyton.<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-05-26 10:15:29

Darling.

i completely understand this.

beautiful farewell.

-peyton.<3

=]

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-05-26 10:12:52

N/A

it will be ok =)

-peyton,<3

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-05-26 10:11:02

If Liberty Has A Price - How Much Will It Cost Me? This entry explained exactly what I feel some days. [ladidadida] 2008-05-14 11:14:08

Tell Me

i like this. [: it just flows so well.. :]

and your guy, he sounds so great.
i'm just soo incredibly happy for you,
that you've found someone like that. :]
and go and get that GED, girl !
you can do it ! ;D praying for you always_

as for myself, i am good..
i'm feeling totally high on God's Love ;
there's no other way to explain it.
thanks for asking :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-09 21:53:44

[I'm so grounded]

hah, wow.

well.. it's only a week though ?
and sometimes, going for some time
without all of that 'normal stuff'
we're so used to.. can be a really good thing.
time to sit and think and reflect,
and just listen to God for once, y'know ??



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-09 21:52:26

Black Silk

the metaphors in this piece are phenomenal.. wow, just, wow.
but.. i just really hope you're not still feeling this way.
... are you ? :[




[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-09 21:50:49

Philosophy

:]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-05 21:35:23

My Room Has Been Conquered...

Wow, you're such a good person.. :]
I definitely would've thrown them out into the hallway,
no matter how cute they are - I'm such a germaphobe. ;D


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-05 21:33:27

kids...

I'm sure that makes you want to go out and get pregnant, hey ?! XD
Haha, that's what my mom calls birth control.. baby-sitting. :P
On a more serious note, hopefully you didn't get sick.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-05 21:31:44

speachless confession.

You really do deserve happiness,
whether you realize it or not.
You deserve a guy who will treat you right.
But you're just not used to it..
and gahh, I'm being a hypocrite here.
Because, y'see, you're the way I am.
Whenever things start going good
with a guy and me, I push him away,
usually to the point where we never speak again. :/
Don't make this mistake with your boy,
because Lynne, you so deserve this happiness !
Don't tell yourself anything else,
or settle for anything less.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-05 21:29:17

Nightmare.

Wow, I'm crazy far behind.
How long have you had this boyfriend ?
I'm not sure what to say about this entry..
but I sure hope Chad's reaction isn't bad.
From what you've said about him in this entry,
I think you guys will be okay,
he sounds like a really understanding guy.

Praying for you.. hoping you are well.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-05 21:26:24

speachless confession. hm...=][JusTCaLLMePeyton] 2008-05-04 16:23:02

lifes little update.

absence makes the heart grow fonder.....just talk to him on the phone or online...however you can, joke laugh and giggle....be sweet... im sure everything will be fine....stay truthfull to yourself and to him though. =)

[bananna]

2008-04-30 13:49:23

contradiction

=]

..ive missed your beautiful writings.

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-04-29 20:16:47

Drivers Ed. Are you talking to me or to yourself? [Prosper] 2008-04-26 16:10:15

curing a desease.


so, why can boys have such holds on our lives ? they make us do crazy things, they make us hurt ourselves.. so that they are happy. and i don't get why. [ sigh ]

that last paragraph, reminded me of something i read in my grandma's devotional this morning.. Satan tries to make us think about the little things that we did or didn't do, and tries to bombard us with guilt and regret, to bring us down.. because Jesus is right there trying to put JOY into our hearts. unfortunately, we often choose the former over the latter.. :/

and the first paragraph ? everything i am feeling. i question my steps every second of the day, wondering.. am i on the right path ? or did i mess up too bad ? life life life. :/ yeh ?



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-04-18 12:09:31

her & now.

:]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-04-17 22:15:51

train tracks [unfinished]

oh my gosh... this hit me so hard.. it's just how i'm feeling at the moment.. and so confused and messed up sorta.. :/

let me know when you finish it, would you please ?
like.. if you just edit this entry. please+thanks so much.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-04-13 19:54:36

Humanity.


oh my gosh... this is one of your best pieces yet. maybe ever. i just can't even say.. i want to show it to everyone, make them think about it... really think.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-04-11 15:23:00

Five Monthes Twenty Five Days...

i like this entry,
because i can relate a lot.
i don't want to grow up.. ever.
i just turned sixteen, and
even that is too old for me !
i can't imagine eighteen.. :[
but i guess sixteen is kinda
perfect, since i can drive soon..
still... i don't want to grow up !
how about we both go to neverland ?
isn't that the place in peterpan
where you never grow old ?
hahh, i don't remember.
but. man oh man.
i relate to you bunches, my love.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-30 09:46:14

I'd Settle For A Slow Dance.

wow, i absolutely love this one ! :]
amazingly true; has got me thinking a lot.
and i'm definitely praying for you, 'kay ?

about the guy... yehh, i understand.
it never really works out between atheists + believers.
that's why i've drifted away from my old boy..
we were close and stuff, then got distant,
and then when the chance came to make things
the same again.. i said no, because he just isn't
into God at all, although he might believe in Him.
yeh, anyways. i getcha. it's better to stay away.
being single is more fun, anyhow ;]
you get to do more, and especially do more for God ! :D




[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-24 11:58:35

High School Student, + College Housing. = Disaster

can you just do everything !?
crazy !! you can rhyme so well.. oh man, you're great !
and this poem, so true..
it reminds me of something in
a Chicken Soup book perhaps..
it should be shared with teenagers,
it really should.

would you write a book for me ?


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-21 22:24:50

Sweet Darling

that first part ? amazing. oh man.

and that song ? ahh, i love it. and the band. :]

just.. wow wow wow.
i love your writing style.
i don't even know what else to say.
i hope things are working out with this guy.
let me know ? if you want, that is.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-21 22:22:39

Oh. Dearest Friend.


wow...

i love the style of this piece, by the way.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-21 22:20:50

Daddies Little Soldier Girl.

i don't even have to know what's going on to know that.. this is sure deep. and raw. and amazingly written.



[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-21 22:19:48

Sweet Darling

those are beautiful thoughts.

...are they still inspired by your same friend?

[JusTCaLLMePeyton]
2008-03-19 19:36:03

High School Student, + College Housing. = Disaster =][JusTCaLLMePeyton] 2008-03-16 15:50:27

High School Student, + College Housing. = Disaster   That was very good, very, very good. You have quite a talent LanaLynn...quite a talent indeed. Cool [commonsensechristian] 2008-03-15 09:03:31

BFF. I was born with a gift!! That is why I knew you were thinking of him. In time perhaps in time, he will take away the veil, and see your insides.[ANONYMOUSAnonymous] 2008-03-14 22:49:07

BFF.

!eurt woh

[ANONYMOUSAnonymous]
2008-03-14 22:33:01

BFF.

Reply to this poem:

He has his arms opening and waiting for you too.

Thank you for forgiving him true

He knows he has been a fool for leaving you too

He knows you are a true lady, not looking back at the past

For he is afraid that you will leave him at last

He cries at night for almost ruin a good thing

Maybe one day, he will be the best friend first, and then give you the ring

For he knows that there is no other woman that would be there for him

So don't worry, he has paid for his mistakes

And has to live with that heartache

[ANONYMOUSAnonymous]

2008-03-14 21:55:29

Guilty Concience.

a;lksjdf;lkajsdf, oh man !!
i logged on and saw -129834705 entries,
and was like, whoaaa !
last time i'd missed 50 or so entries,
and now they were all gone !
i'm sorry i haven't been on your diary
in a while.. :[
you update the most of all my favorites,
i think, and when i see so many missed entries,
i freak out and say 'later.. i'll read them later.. '
but i kept putting it off.
i really do love your diary though.
[ sigh ] soo busy.. so far behind on all my faves.

wow wow WOW - this entry..
i can relate to each of the sins.
oh man, gosh.. :/
it hits me hard, ouchh.

you're an amazingly talented writer. :]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-03-11 22:34:09


 
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